They have been spotted beaming on VIP helicopter rides and backstage at a Bruce Springsteen gig. But RadarOnline.com can reveal behind the dazzling grin of Tom Cruise’s rumored new love interest festers decades of pain over her disability, anxiety, loneliness and sexuality. We broke the story in July Cruise, 62, had made actress and singer Victoria Canal – who turned 26 on August 11 – his new “best pal” after he met her at this year’s Glastonbury Festival, where she sang on stage with Coldplay. RadarOnline.com also revealed how the Born on the Fourth of July star had dropped $230million on a l…