By Susan Knox Spencer Matthews has admitted he could have died if he hadn’t of stopped his ‘abusive’ drinking habits which were ultimately ruining his life. The former Made In Chelsea star, 35, is now a father of three and married to TV presenter Vogue Williams after turning his life around, but he has candidly opened up about his past struggles with alcohol and how deeply it impacted his well being. Appearing on the Boots podcast Taboo Talk, which is hosted by his wife, Spencer revealed: “I could have lost you, I could have lost work, I could have died not to be overly dramatic about it, but …