As part of her column explaining why Donald Trump showed up for a hearing at a Manhattan’s federal court where his lawyers made an appeal to a three- judge panel to toss writer E. Jean Carroll’s first civil trial verdict where he was found liable for sexual abuse and defamation, MSNBC’s Lisa Rubin noted it started offin a disconcerting manner. Before getting to her larger point that the former president likely showed up as part of a fundraising ploy to get his rabid fans to send him more money to be used to pay his multi-million dollar Carroll penalty by playing the real victim in a press conf…