The anniversary of the day Michelle Hazard’s son committed suicide is always the worst of times for her family – but at least this year there will be a ray of hope. Jason, or Jay as he was known, hanged himself in the cabin at the bottom of Michelle’s garden in Sawbridgeworth in 2019. Ever since, she has tortured herself, wondering if there was something she could have done to stop him. Michelle, whose footballing brother Micky won the FA Cup and UEFA Cup with Tottenham Hotspur in the 1980s, described her elder son as a big child who was larger than life. Jay went to Fawbert and Barnard Infant…
