After spending years on two lawsuits and confronting Donald Trump face-t0-face for the first time since he sexually abused and then repeatedly defamed her – according to a judge and jury – E. Jean Carroll says she was “terrified” to see her abuser in the courtroom last week, but when she did she says she realized he “was nothing.” Carroll, a journalist, author, and advice columnist who says Trump’s attacks and denials “shattered” her reputation and ruined her career, was awarded $83.3 million by a federal jury on Friday, adding to the $5 million a previous jury in her first case that went to t…